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Today has already been a heck of a day. Again, why does everyone think it’s so easy for me? It isn’t. At all. I just want everything to work out for everyone. I want everybody to get what they want out of life and be happy. That’s all. I feel the need to put everyone before me, no matter what they think. I put people’s emotions over mine all the time and I still get hurt in the end. Now, when I finally have the chance to put myself first, everything is crashing down around me. Am I wrong for wanting to do what makes me happy? Am I wrong about feeling the way I do? Seriously, though. Someone tell me. Because I’m lost now. I’m hurting. I’m stressed. I don’t want things to happen the way they’re happening but I can’t stop it from happening. So I’m just doing my best to keep with it and keep pushing for what I want out of life.

I need more tattoos. I don’t really want any piercings. My belly is enough. I don’t even wear earrings. But I love tattoos. I feel so naked. I’m contemplating on either starting a garden sleeve deal or maybe a girly sleeve. I’m still thinking on it but we’ll see. I think I’ll vlog it, too.

My grandma just made the most bomb toast ever, man and I’m not even high. I put jelly on that guy, too?! BOY. I don’t know what she did to make that dang toast taste so good but she did her dang thing. Go grandmama!

I really want to watch Jersey Shore. I wanna eat some candy and relax in my bed. I want to not think about anything negative for a while. But, that’s impossible. I need that. Just some relaxation.

August 18, 2018