...and just like that.. it’s over. I asked for a sign. God gave me one. I guess now it’ll be easier to leave but that’s only if I can hold firm and don’t allow him to come back but that’s almost impossible for me. I think I messed up way beyond repair right now anyway. Am I wrong? I tried to apologize and fix the issue and I got yelled at and I was made to feel like I was wasting his time. I didn’t know what was going on. Maybe I was wrong, too. But there’s no reason for him to be mad at me like I knew and still left. I left because I tried to apologize and fix it and I explained what was happening and why and he chose not to look at it before having an attitude and hurting my feelings. I don’t know. Maybe I was wrong and he was, too. We both were. I guess. I don’t know I just want to get home and sleep. I can’t even cry. - 10pm

I hate that man. Why him? I cannot stand him. I don’t like nosey people. I don’t like people that snoop around and can’t mind their own business. I don’t like being touched. I don’t like him as a whole. I can’t even. Jesus, please help me out here. Soften my heart. Because it won’t happen without you. It hasn’t yet. I’m convinced it never will but hey.. miracles happen. Look at how Trump hasn’t gotten us all killed .... yet..

I don’t really have much to say today. I’m really just in my head but I’ll have more tomorrow. Goodnight 💖

Never mind. He came over 😌 we good 😛😛 goodnight kids 2:12am

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August 21, 2018

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