September 3, 2018

Need help?

Strangely, I feel really good about myself. Hear me out, though, before you say “well, you’re supposed to feel good about yourself all the time! #blackqueen #weloveselfconfidence #blacklivesmatter #loveyourselffirst” No, save all that.

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What I’m saying is that in my current position, physically I’m not where I want to be. BUT, it isn’t the things I can’t change. I LOVE my body. I LOVE my tattoos and piercing. I LOVE my face. I LOVE my natural imperfections. My problem is the “add-ons”. I got my nails done like 2 weeks ago and I already need a fill... bad. My braids have grown out and this new growth???????? THIS NEW GROWTH?! It’s something serious. I’m going to put some marley twists in soon and hopefully I can get a fill in soon considering my birthday just passed and I really only got one gift. But, I still feel good about myself. I sent my boyfriend some pictures and a video of me twirling around and I had on clothes but I felt darn good, man. I felt pretty. I felt like myself. I still do. I’m ashy as crap right now. My face is crusty. And, I haven’t showered yet. But I still feel good. I don’t feel less than. I’m proud of myself. Here’s a picture from the set I sent him. But, I’m glowing. Dully, but it’s there. Trust me. I can only imagine how good I’ll feel once I get myself taken care of. Once this money posts, I’m about to get cute on y’all. I don’t feel uncomfortable looking at myself naked. I used to hate it but now it’s like........ Yessssssss girllll!!!!! I don’t know. I just realized how much I look like my older brother, lol.