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August 23, 2018

Mystery song of the day

So... my sure just randomly disappeared for a couple hours but it came back up. THANK THE LORD. 🙄 I was about to lose it. I worked too hard on this for it to just vanish. Anyway, back to the scheduled program...

Today was another slow day but my last off day.. I have 4 days in a row of work . I just finished season 5 of orange is the new black. I had to rewatch it to be sure I could understand the 6th season. I’m really going to cry. It’s so sad.

I’m so happy everything turned out okay with him today. He promised it would be okay. And it was. He didn’t leave me all alone. He’s my best friend, man. It would have hurt so bad. Because nobody was there with him to hold him and tell him it’s going to be okay. That’s my job. And I couldn’t be there for him and it would’ve killed me until everything was okay again but I didn’t even have to worry about that.

I had the most amazing conversation with my mom today. I opened up about some stuff I’ve been holding in forever. Am I embarrassed? Yes. Was it difficult? Yes, indeed. But it made me feel lighter. I feel better. God is really helping me. That’s what I needed.

Well, I just started my show so I’ll probably come back but Dascha’s dance scene in th beginning of episode one??????! Yes. Big, big YES. And, am I the only one who got lit with the cha cha slide of Suzanne’s hallucination? That had me deeeead.

He’s going to do it! Yes! Thank you, Jesus! God don’t play y’all. That man works!!!

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